So here I sit, FINALLY wanting to do what God wants me to do, yet I know my faith is not as strong as it once was! I'm taking such a HUGE & SCARY step here, I just wish I could clearly hear confirmation in this step. I know God does miracles every single day, but after the way I've treated Him & run from Him for so long, it's just so hard to see it all come to pass through the fog.
I'm trying so hard not to limit God, but the rational part of me is starting to stress & think....is this me yet again taking the wheel or is this truly God saying "Go".
I am currently rereading some of my YWAM books like, "Is That Really You, God?" and I just feel like WOW, such faithful, loyal workers. It encourages me & it saddens me....could I ever have that kind of obedience & faith?! I have failed at so much in my life, I don't want to mess up again.
As I go to sleep tonight, I pray for solid unmistakable confirmation in this next step, for an unwavering faith, for peace in my spirit, for Satan to back off b/c I'm covered by the blood of Jesus & following him!!!! As you read this please just pray for me for the above and whatever else God would bring to mind!
Much love & peace!
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